my heart

Amanda.
23.
California.
One of the best feelings in the world is knowing that your presence and absence both mean something to someone.
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

cassjaytuck:

what if you started making car alarm noises when people you didn’t like touched you

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lzbth:

aleyma:

Jean Rousseau, Skull watch, 17th century (source).

lzbth:

aleyma:

Jean Rousseau, Skull watch, 17th century (source).

fosterthenoodle:

There’s a very special place in heaven for bands who put lyric booklets in their CD cases.

Dear Diary,
My teen angst bullshit has a body count.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

It’s not that I don’t love you.  (via extrasad)

missvoltairine:

do you ever just get a vibe that someone has a crush on you and then you’re not sure if they actually do or if you’re just really really self-absorbed

fohk:

“Thus with a kiss I die”
Romeo + Juliet (1996)Baz Luhrmann

fohk:

Thus with a kiss I die”

Romeo + Juliet (1996)
Baz Luhrmann

louigan:

hoomie:

LOOK AT MY PHONE

truly a work of art

louigan:

hoomie:

LOOK AT MY PHONE

truly a work of art

kaylahraquel:

penutbutterqueen:

tay-zee:

penutbutterqueen:

prayforprada:

vinebox:

That laugh tho

omfg

That laugh! Eww

her laugh gets me hard tbh

..lmaoo what the fuck

Omgggggggggggggggggg

beardgame:

neptunefish:

corpsepose:

happy easter

JESUS FUCK

BEST. POST. EVER.

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