I dont have anything to lose so i just sent it.

i feel better! :)

goodnight!

I just wrote him a letter and it has made me feel SO much better! Not sure if im going to send it though. I think i’ll wait a week and then send it.

but its worth it if it makes me feel better. :)

Why did i have to see that?! I was in a fairly okay mood! FUCK!

There goes the last ounce of hope i had! It’s gone! Just fuck it! Fuck this! and FUCK YOU!!!

im done.

I think i’m going to walk to the library and get a Shakespeare book that i’ve never read. The books i have just dont seem interesting to me anymore. I want some good old Shakespearian tragedies! Bring it on! :D

I think she is going to wake up right before he drinks the poison, and they will get to spend the rest of there lifes together.

It never happens.

I think the greatest thing i will do in my life will be to love someone with everything i have. And that is more than okay with me. I think that is just the kind of person i am. I can be completley happy knowing that i gave my all to someone and them really understanding that, and feeling the same toward me. Thats all i need. :)

You know, that is how i loved you.

I want to get in better shape. And my legs are really weak. So maybe after class i will start doing that. or in the evenings.